For a long time I wasn’t
entirely sure I wanted to
put myself back together,
because letting go of the
sadness would mean I
had to redefine myself.
And sometimes, I still feel
like chasing the darkness,
because I don’t exactly
know who I am without
it. I realised I made a
home out of something I
should have never let in.
wtm (via chiyo-senpai)

Hits too close to home.

(via sexstolemyspine)

Okay, sorry mom. Sorry for “asking too much of you.” Sorry for asking to get my prom dress tomorrow because I’m running out of time to get it. Sorry for asking to go to the doctor to see if my symptoms are a potentially dangerous disease. Sorry for asking you to take an hour of your time to dye my hair because my roots are becoming very overgrown and I want my hair to look nice for prom. Sorry for having issues. Sorry for not being old enough to do everything on my own. I would if I could. Sorry to bother you with the duties of a mother.